And my dear friend - Jules

I once find her too beautiful that I dare not come anywhere near her prescence, let alone talking to her and be her friend.

She is your nice height lady(not tall like me) who look so good in heels. Perfect complexion. Long silky hair which you thought only exists in hair shampoo endorsements. Perfect curvy figure that looks so nice in any clothes to fit.Eats healthily and the only water she drink is water. Nothing wrong with that.
I would give kudos to her cos' I think with her along, I do managed to slim a lil or lot, by your own judgement, during the last of my school days.
Now she isnt exactly your smart alec neither is she an air head.
Infact she is so wise that it's hard to understand why or rather how angels really live on earth, or to minimise , Singapore.

It was a lifetime pleasure and a great hounour to befriend her and infact stay close to her during year 3. I had alot to learn from her in terms of everything.
Every of her word is so encouraging and enlightening. It kinda puts you to shame for every negative thought you had in you.

And she isnt one that havent endure hardship and tribulations, not that she even deserved them!
She supported herself right from college years(she's older than me...2 years?) and she standby a man who broke her heart so many times.
Again and again, she forgave him and now I find it hard to believe that after 1 year of flying with Emirates, she didnt end up with some wise rich goodlooking and deserving bloke but to the arms of her old flame.

She,of cos unlike me, is alot more mature in viewing matters. She would never complain like me if she is me now. I know she would generously accept things as it were and figure a way out.

Sigh...
I must eat less meat, curse less, harbour less ill thoughts and cultivate myself in the art of Jules.

My poor babies wishing mellows had all turned black now.
It used to look like this when I cut them off the rest of the ugly mellows from my office before they were discarded altogether.

Now all 'mao maos' are black.Feel sad to discard them.

So how do I feel now?
I dont even wanna talk about it.
Usually at this point of the time, I would just finish bathing and perhaps do a good post before I kissed a good Saturday night.

I dont want to rub into it. Afterall this post is dedicated to someone I love and respect as a friend.

What should I do tomorrow?
I already let my Saturday goes down the drain.
According to what I think Jules might do, (kidding) I might as well wake up early and slap my butts at the town(again) Mcafe. Say 10.30am - 11am?
Don't forget my shades(whether it looked good on me doesnt matter) and my books.

Of cos' whether I will actually be there anot is quite an unknown possibility.
Since the music makes me feel good now, I might give everything quite a positive approval.

But if the approval substained till I sleep and wake again is another issue.

Wha'dya say,boss?